Been a hot minute, hasn’t it? I was hoping I’d have more to offer in the span of two-and-a-half months, but this is probably gonna be a pretty short update that I could have just written a Twitter thread for. Oh well, let’s get this over with.
Speaking of Twitter, you’ll have noticed that it’s been pretty dead for a while now, with my only real sign of life being my streaming activity on Twitch, which I stopped advertising after a while. I’ve given it some thought and decided to quit streaming, at least for the foreseeable future. It hasn’t been fun or rewarding in a long while, and even though I only streamed three days a week, sticking to the schedule made it even more of a chore. I was trying to turn my suffering into humor, but I think it just hurt me mentally in the long run.
Commissions are going to be on hold for a while, too. Of the two I took on, I was only able to finish one. I’m deeply sorry if you’d been looking forward to getting a song from me, but hopefully I’ll be able to reopen once I’m doing better again.
…which is kind of the main problem of the past several weeks. My mental health has been going through a slump again, and I’ve lost the drive to do much of anything, be it working on projects, talking to people, or even eating. It also doesn’t help that I’ll be moving on the 23rd, which just adds to the stress and my general listlessness.
As usual, thank you for your support. Every little bit of it helps. That’s all I really have the mental capacity to say right now. Sorry.
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